The monotony, by far. It has gotten a lot better as Kins grows. She is trying and doing something new everyday which breaks it up somewhat. And, everything is so much harder to do, whether it be cleaning, cooking, packing the car up to leave, going to sleep, taking a shower, everything has to be relearned so that the baby is safe while doing it. As of right now, I am not dealing with it. I am just accepting it and hoping that one day, she will be good enough for me to leave her with others so I can go take care of myself for a little bit. Thanks for the Q!